Seems like evrerything is going back to the right place, it's not the same feeling anymore, it's just clear things coming to me. Maybe I could try to understand, but why would I search for things I already have? Why would I turn every simple thing I already know to something difficult to understand? Relax, take it easy, things happen and we don't need to know why everytime. Just enjoy and try to see how it could be more happy than you believed.

Enjoy baby.